I have a patient.. coded 5833

It's been a very very very very very very ......
[not sure how many very I need to type until i continue my sentence]
very very long since my last post ..
Someone mentioned miserable life every night before sleep ..
Someone woke up looking at the miserable sky and the floor about 20metres away right out of the window ..
Looking for the courage to reach the floor .. or the stupid-ness? Maybe .. Doubtlessly, I been in such situation ..
It feels like followed by a curse .. much worse than the sun & moon curse ..
It feels like no place to stay and keep ones calm .. warm .. peace ..
No such place? or the place prohibit my entry?
I thought it is civilize century .. but my life feels like war III ..
I hate to have negative stuff here .. that's why, this is in english ..
so that no one else understand except blogger ..
If this post does not exist here ..
Then, probably I'm gonna headline Malaysia news for one & only time in my life ..
Or, probably not .. cause I headline after I was ended ..
But nevermind .. who cares?
So, be positive .. be tough ..
You can cry to your pillow but cry to no one ..
You can be a coward in your room but never give up in front of others ..
That's how I'm gonna fight this curse .. work harder than what it takes to break the sen & moon curse ..
Take note, You can ask for help .. from no one .. but yourself ..
I'm jackie .. post of 11th may 2011 ..
How long will it be until the end?
the world ends? the curse ends? or my ends?

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By the way .. If 10j read this .. remember .. holiday soon .. find some activity ba .. Training start on june 1st till August 31st .. Good Luck in Exam .. TC ..